I’ve come to the realization that I am a control freak.
Yeah, you’re reading that right. I’m letting you know now, I am a self-proclaimed control freak. And I think God would agree. I like to make sure things are done just right. And not in an OCD, perfectionist kind of way, in a “I really do know what’s best” kind of way. (Condescending much?) I’m the one who weighs the strengths and weaknesses in every situation. I’m the one who takes charge and assigns roles for group projects in school. I’m the one who takes the lead in pretty much every situation. I’m a natural leader and truly, I see that as one of my greatest gifts from God. But no gift comes without it’s problems. Nothing great comes without a struggle. If I’m not in the lead, if I’m not in charge, if I’m not in control, I get annoyed. I get frustrated. I get angry. And this has become one of my greatest faults, one of my greatest sins.Read More